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Saturday, December 31, 2005

[[Wats on under da roof...]]

I Figured a change of lifestyle would make me a better person, or so they sae.
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I just fail to get people who thinks theyre so damn perfect. Whats the point of tyring to be WHEN your always gonna be 'almost' perfect. That, i noe for sure.

So here i am, feeling tired of my whole rendezvous at the arcade.(i rather call my job a rendezvous so it doesnt seem to be a i donnoe ..i cant seem to think of a word to describe boring and tiring.) I was waitin fer bee, and ive got some time to kill, so i decided to make full use of the time and it seemed like the longest walk of anybody's life but still it wasnt enough for me! No, walking at 20 cm every 2 second was just not slow enough for me. I WAS that! Tired. i noe its da weekend and its supposedly the countdown, and i am like the worst thing that could ever happen in a party. 10 years was how long it seemed the last time that i went to a party. well, who cares.
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Homes a terrible, horrible, outrageous crib wit the screaming lady and the fiery kids. (that would be me and my bro) We are so disoriented that i have no idea just what we have in common. but still, were blood and nothing gonna bring us down. HAHAHA...hey part of me is dead. THe rooms are a mess, massive atomic typhoon exploded and shaken the whole unit of tgr #21-77. And the screaming lady screamed like she had never screamed in her screaming history. While the fiery kids Fired up internally and goes into a hypocritical seizure that shows in the absence of that lady. And so today was the day that once again, nothing had been done to stop the screaming lady and the kids...KEEP ON BURNIN'.
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This paradoxical world was the best escape i had ever done. too tired now..my brainz overwerked.. ill rite again.ill try to rite again...ahakzzz..soon....chowz.
-paradoxical-

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:00 PM|

Friday, December 30, 2005

[[last few daes..]]

This few daes ive been thinking alot. About whats gonna happen to me, my family, my life, my bee.....And muh little baby nephew, Shaakir adam...the best thing that ever happened to my family.

-Paradoxical-

Ive spent these last few weeks figuring how im able to un my life in a cerain wae to show that i can be responsible as a person. Though am only 18...ive gotta create something for me to prove myself that i can be anybody that i wanna be with the blessings of my parents and god. So, the first thing that i did was i got nyself a job..i am schooling and working at the same time mind you..i ve never done this before. i donnoe was just thinking of giving my hard life a harder strive. I ve set ground rules for muhself...

1. Don be tied down by muh job

2. I ve gotta juggle work and study almost perfectly

3. still figuring out...hahaiz...

Well oke, alomost there...well, actually not even halfwae there...but still im goin forward with my hmm..uhh..agenda? prolly...

promise ill update soon..okie..i ll try to update soon.

-paradoxicated-

[[Walking Alone On This Endless Road]]*|10:14 PM|

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